Damone and I have been happily married since January 2002 in the LDS Salt Lake City Temple, where we were sealed for time and all eternity. Our most treasured and sacred moments have been shared with our beautiful children- Lydia, Kyler, Cooper, Maloree, and Lincoln. They are our greatest blessings and truly make life worth living.

January 26, 2009

I love you just isn't enough

Okay so I have to say that I have the best husband I could ever ask for and he was meant for me. Sunday was our 7th year anniversary. I cannot believe how fast the years go. We celebrated our anniversary on Saturday and when I woke up, Damone had scheduled an appointment for me to go and get a facial, we went to dinner that night and he took me to go and get a new outfit (which actually turned out to be emotional for me). It seems that everything I do for the first time since losing Maloree is very hard. The last time I went clothes shopping it was for maternity. Anyways it has been a month now since we lost Maloree and even though it is still an emotional roller coaster, we are doing well. I can literally say that Damone has carried me through this. My love for him is on a whole different level. I don't know how I would have handled this tragedy without him. He has been so understanding and sensitive to my feelings. There are times when I seem like I am okay and then something triggers something and I just start crying. He is always there to hold me and let me cry and to get all my feelings out. He is the only one I want to turn to. For the last month when this all happened he has been doing the laundry and cleaning the house without saying a word, even when I said that I was going to do something that day and ended up not because the day was just too hard emotionally, he did it. Even when I don't have a reason to not do something, Damone is so great to help around the house and every night without fail he does the dinner dishes. I couldn't ask for more.

Damone I love you so much that words cannot express the unconditional love I have for you. It brings tears to my eyes to know that you are mine and how blessed me and the kids are to have you as husband and father. Thank you for going to work everyday and the sacrifices you make to provide for our family and thank your for honoring your priesthood and truly blessing our family. I couldn't ask for a better man to live life with, with all it's ups and downs and to be with for eternity. Thanks for loving me.

6 comments:

Mike and Farrah Hansen said...

Tanna... Every time I read your updated blog i seem to cry. It is a good cry. Keep smiling and never forget that you will one day see little Maloree again. I am glad to hear that my brother is the best because he is the best in my eyes also(so is Blair).Remember the little things mean the most. WE love you and you are always in my prayers and thought.

Allison said...

What a great post! You are both amazing people!

Berry Family said...

That is sych a cute post Tanna! Glad my brother(s) still have that little romantic sparkle like he did when he met you. We are so excited to see you in a few months for the reunion .... it will be such a great time. Memories here we come!

Bill and Amy said...

Man Damone sure did a great job in planning your day. I am glad you had a nice time. Happy Anniversary to you both. I an so glad that we have the gospel in our lives to know of our eternal families. I am so thankful to have you fo a friend you bless my life. Thank you!

Marc and Marie Johnson said...

Happy Late Anniversary!! WE love you guys...and maybe one day we'll come visit! It's been too long since I've been "home" to Texas! :)

Tara said...

You are both so wonderful! Happy late Anniversary!

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